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a bag of mixed feelings



here i am again writing without any cause, but still there are so many causes to write down. its my time of mixed emotions mixed feelings and yet another day coming and going time changes quickly then me its for sure but i am also running very fast, this is me very tough to understand, me myself can't understand me than how any body else can understand it. this is me! this is me! a piece of human kind with just another human kind of emotions! God! i am also a silly human! writing without thinking and just keep writing i am writing because i want to write and i am writing because i want to read after writing this that whats happening inside my mind, its my problem i think i can write better than speak and even better than what i try to frame before writing.

now i am getting stable after writing a para without any sense i can now write something normal human can understand. this and the previous week was full of adventure and moreover full of happy endings, I must write down few lines from a bollywood movie here " Agar ant mein sab kuch thik na ho to samjho, Picture abhi baki hai mere dost" and now i really believe in these lines. "happys endings" . this is all regarding to my trip to IITK fot the "Techkriti 08". it is an annual technical festival of IITK where students from all over the country participate in various technical competitions. and i happened to go there last this time.

the fest was amazing and an example of how good things attract other good things, how sincerity results into the amazing rewards. truly awesome. this is the power of being a good thinker. it was my opportunity that i became a part of this event.

and happys endings is what was written in the cards. We went there with no expectations and expectations rose after reaching there, but after every event we had just this line to say "but the life goes on and on.."

and there came the happys endings finally we got a prize in IOHC 2008 and it was like icing on the cake as the FOSSKriti event there was enough for us to be proud of being a part of it. really guys were too good.

My kanpur trip has lot of things to share with but i will be writing about them from next posts i guess , and it is really amazing you would love to read that .

Comments

Unknown said…
hi shreekant
congrats for the iitk feast!
and good luck for the future!
adn keep doing things like these and give us lots of treats!
Unknown said…
hi piyush its always great to hear anything from you, and I want that next you must also with me, I will appreciate it, and about treats i think we can have that any time, what if its by you this time!
Unknown said…
of course!
i'd love to go to a techfest with you and make you do all the work and win myself some prizes
haha!

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