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It's a nice day.

It is a nice day, an eye opener. God! I am impressed by you. Tell me where you got the MBA degree from, just kidding. I really want to analyze the happenings around me. So many people are working, so many things are happening. There are so many people out there. I am really concerned about people around me. I just can’t ignore anybody. I feel surprised with the way people behave. Knowing everything and still pretending to be unaware, it’s simply amazing.
I am writing about an incident that just happened to me. I was sitting in computer lab. Our HOD sir called me, gave some lectures on making some combined efforts for class. As I just told you I can never ignore anything. But my conscious mind ignored it. I know that my subconscious mind was thinking about it all the time. This is me. I can’t avoid being like that. I just can’t. I was all pretending to be normal, truly my consciousness behave differently. Then the next day, we were sitting lab. Again my two minds were there. The conscious mind just behaved as to be ignorant. But I could feel that my subconscious mind couldn’t ignore. It was just making me feeling restless. It is something that was just happening. I swear. It was something, just like two persons in one. The conscious mind is too clever it pretend like nothing is happening. But the unconscious mind is so unaware of all these tricks that it starts making me doing things just for nothing. I was behaving so strangely, when I remember that instance, I realize it was sheer madness. But it just happens.
My unconscious mind which recalled the HOD sir’s talked and just started speaking. At that moment I find that there was something that made my unconscious mind powerful enough to conquer the conscious mind. At that moment there was no stopping for unconscious mind. I am shocked.
It just happened to me. Somebody’s presence just made my unconscious mind so powerful that it even overcame the conscious mind which never let him do anything. It is amazing.
This is my problem. I feel like, any body whom I feel that he or she admires me. It gives me enormous energy talking to that person. I feel like positive energy is driving from that side. It is an amazing feeling. I just can’t explain that here.

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