Fighters

It is like an internal crisis, results are out and starting this post like this tells that all is not well ;) Instead of cursing anything or anybody I am going to put something here for everybody who is in the similar situation, to console everyone like me. Lets start with Madhushala, as madhu is the best thing considered for the situation like this, लाल सुरा क धार लपट सी, कह न इसे देना ज्वाला, फेनिल मदिरा है मत इसको कह देना उर का छाला, दर्द नशा है इस मदिरा का, विगत स्मृतिया साकी है, पीड़ा में आनंद जिसे हो आए मेरी मधुशाला! Again there are few more very beautiful lines from Madhushala, for everybody who has a good past related to *marks* एक समय संतुष्ट बहुत था पा मैं थोडी सी हाला भोला सा था मेरा साकी छोटा सा मेरा प्याला विस्तृत जग में है गई खो मेरी नन्ही मधुशाला Now I am providing a list of must listen songs for the situation like this, तुझसे नाराज़ नहीं ज़िन्दगी हैरान हूँ मैं 2. मेरा जीवन कोरा कागज़ कोरा ही रह गया 3. दुनिया बनाने वाले क्या तेरे मन में समाई 4. ए दिल मुझे ऐसी जगह ल...

I think it is the best time to write down something over here, i am in a situation of mind that I can't say is the best or worst, its just the situation, I wonder if I will ever be able to find out the cause why I can't be into the situation deeply. I just came giving my 5th sem Computer Architecture exam, and before the exam I was thinking I may not be able to clear this paper, after the paper I am happy that I am in a situation better than that. So many things are happening inside me, which are affecting me very badly. Of late I have been indulged in thinking and thinking, its like buffer overflow. I keep thinking about my future, the days to come and present day, the way I am living and the way things are happening. Before going far I would like to write down something about today, it is 3:46 pm here in India and I wake up today @ 5:45 am, so I can say its been long since I wake up and in all these hours there has been tremendous changes, I would like to categorize these int...