Fighters

The only thing that troubles me these days is the situation that just carve in no time! Sometimes I think I will not do such thing once more, but I happen to practice the same thing more often. I hate myself for that! And after that I feel guilty again I know for no reasons and then after some time I get normal! The problem is that all these things distract me from what I was into and it then take me a long time to again get into that frame of mind! And the cycle repeats again and again! I decide not to do something than situation become such that I have to do that, then I feel guilty and then get normal! And so on! My whole life revolves in this cycle! And I am here to write something that made me feel very low. I am wondering if I could ever write something happy I always write something very much sad, isn't it so, I guess it is so, I was traveling in bus from home to Bikaner, yesterday I was wondering if I could get a good company, you know what i mean by good company ;) the wa...

the only thing i can do with this limited alloted time is write a post :) i can surely do this, and no regrets at all! this is life! i am busy in not getting busy! so the situation is like i am busy for nothing! things not going the way i wanted, but thats life! nothing goes the way we want, and thats the fun of being life, other wise it would have been machines, programs isn't it? yup so no regrets for this! i will cop up soon and what if i don't ? nothing! i remember one phrase we used to utter "But the life goes on and on" and i am practicing that! i wonder where has all my friends gone , none of them is online! not a single i think its too early for them in vacation ;) but i am missing them all, please if you are reading this come online!! reasons are many, just many, i have lots of things to write down, but i am afraid i don't have enough time to write them all ;) may be someday i will! during these summer i have learned one thing that be prepared, i mean pl...