Happy! Are you happy? Hey I am confused more than happy? Why I am confused? I was thinking about my future, I know its worthless to think much about future but I want to decide about my future!
I am at home for holidays and as usual I am doing nothing! This is a thing I hate! To be at home and doing nothing! But I can't help that for no reason. I was talking with my mummy papa about my future, and as they think about my future is that I may get a job of 20-30 thousand bucks or may 40-50 thousand at most! Is that true? Mummy asked me! I said no comments on that, and papa was telling about our businesses and all that! So getting a job of 20-30 thousand bucks and that also some thousand miles away from home, working almost 20+ hrs like bulls in any software company! Why? Situation is like this? Mummy asked me, just for fun , if I could earn more than what my papa have? I couldn't answer that! So I was all busy searching for this question and happened to switch on television and a t.v. Program was there on national geographic channel, it was about genius children of India, it was showing some really talented, geniuses of India! That made me think again that, I don't have any talent in me. A few years ago, when I was in 11th class and I just had heard about IITs and engineering, I dreamed of getting selected in IIT, I was in a government school, in a small town, my friends used to ask about my future, I used to tell them that after 12th I will get selected in IIT so 4 years of engineering and then 2 years of M. Tech and then I will fly to America! What an innocent child I was! And even before that, when I was in 8th or 9th class I used to tell that I want to do MCA because at that time I had heard that MCA is the best course for becoming a software engineer and I wanted to become a software engineer! Again much more innocent thinking isn't it? This is what I thought about my future which is now my present, I mean a few years ago what was my future is what now my present and I can see that, it is not what I thought but definitely much better than what I was thinking! One thing that I love about myself is that I always make it clear in my mind that what I don't want to do! Whether or not it is clear to me that what I want to do, but it is always clear to me that what I want not to do, and that had really helped me a lot so far, and I wish I can continue this all the time! And when I was in first year of engineering, I just discovered Google and its story I was so much fascinated by Google that I decided to become a technology enterprenuer! And till now my dream remain same. I still want to become a technological enterprenuer, though I am still to decide on what I will do, but I am sure I will have a startup! Once I thought of a social news website, then a SMS ad service then a mobile music service, then a user content based t.v. Channel, and the latest is a hi tech homes company, in fact still I want to do all these, may be after getting some experience and money from one idea I will try others also. Are you smiling? Me too! So as I told that I always decide that what I will not do, and regarding this I have decided that I will not do a job in any software outsourcing company! I don't know much about why I don't want to do that! But I think I better try with startups, when I was in first year I always thought of a startup as late as in third year! Yup in third year! But now after learning so many things in my golden second year of engineering I know that I need to go for a post graduation before doing anything else! So there is a change in script, I now want to do M. Tech and after that I will go for a startup! Thats the scene right now. But as my experience tells that I may encounter something else, lets see what happens!
There is a proverb in Hindi which says that “a prostitute too earn money” so the main thing is not the money, it is the way you earn money. And I am surely concerned about the way I earn money. In deep of my heart I want to do something that help human beings in living their life a little better. So i am all about providing services not the products, my concern is providing a better experience for people. Thats it! I speak less among people, as everybody says that I am not social! I need to be social! One thing is for sure that I will do everything to achieve what I want. By everything i mean changing anything in myself, to any extend!
I am at home for holidays and as usual I am doing nothing! This is a thing I hate! To be at home and doing nothing! But I can't help that for no reason. I was talking with my mummy papa about my future, and as they think about my future is that I may get a job of 20-30 thousand bucks or may 40-50 thousand at most! Is that true? Mummy asked me! I said no comments on that, and papa was telling about our businesses and all that! So getting a job of 20-30 thousand bucks and that also some thousand miles away from home, working almost 20+ hrs like bulls in any software company! Why? Situation is like this? Mummy asked me, just for fun , if I could earn more than what my papa have? I couldn't answer that! So I was all busy searching for this question and happened to switch on television and a t.v. Program was there on national geographic channel, it was about genius children of India, it was showing some really talented, geniuses of India! That made me think again that, I don't have any talent in me. A few years ago, when I was in 11th class and I just had heard about IITs and engineering, I dreamed of getting selected in IIT, I was in a government school, in a small town, my friends used to ask about my future, I used to tell them that after 12th I will get selected in IIT so 4 years of engineering and then 2 years of M. Tech and then I will fly to America! What an innocent child I was! And even before that, when I was in 8th or 9th class I used to tell that I want to do MCA because at that time I had heard that MCA is the best course for becoming a software engineer and I wanted to become a software engineer! Again much more innocent thinking isn't it? This is what I thought about my future which is now my present, I mean a few years ago what was my future is what now my present and I can see that, it is not what I thought but definitely much better than what I was thinking! One thing that I love about myself is that I always make it clear in my mind that what I don't want to do! Whether or not it is clear to me that what I want to do, but it is always clear to me that what I want not to do, and that had really helped me a lot so far, and I wish I can continue this all the time! And when I was in first year of engineering, I just discovered Google and its story I was so much fascinated by Google that I decided to become a technology enterprenuer! And till now my dream remain same. I still want to become a technological enterprenuer, though I am still to decide on what I will do, but I am sure I will have a startup! Once I thought of a social news website, then a SMS ad service then a mobile music service, then a user content based t.v. Channel, and the latest is a hi tech homes company, in fact still I want to do all these, may be after getting some experience and money from one idea I will try others also. Are you smiling? Me too! So as I told that I always decide that what I will not do, and regarding this I have decided that I will not do a job in any software outsourcing company! I don't know much about why I don't want to do that! But I think I better try with startups, when I was in first year I always thought of a startup as late as in third year! Yup in third year! But now after learning so many things in my golden second year of engineering I know that I need to go for a post graduation before doing anything else! So there is a change in script, I now want to do M. Tech and after that I will go for a startup! Thats the scene right now. But as my experience tells that I may encounter something else, lets see what happens!
There is a proverb in Hindi which says that “a prostitute too earn money” so the main thing is not the money, it is the way you earn money. And I am surely concerned about the way I earn money. In deep of my heart I want to do something that help human beings in living their life a little better. So i am all about providing services not the products, my concern is providing a better experience for people. Thats it! I speak less among people, as everybody says that I am not social! I need to be social! One thing is for sure that I will do everything to achieve what I want. By everything i mean changing anything in myself, to any extend!
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