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Today I happen to read my past diaries which i wrote before my college life and i find that i have not written much about my college days. So this is going to be the starting point for that, so the situation is that i am in second year of my four year engineering course, its a great feeling to see yourself doing something you always wanted, life is totally different from earlier, these days i am thinking about world :-) really I want to change something in this world or to do something very much visible :O oh! Being a little bit ambitious ya this is the change Oh! I am a little bit open now, can express myself more easily, now thats really a huge advancement i still remember myself and can see that it is a nice change. One more thing someone came in my life, :-) oh! Its a joke, actually i am trying to get anybody in my life! ;) oh i am really loving these smileys oh! One more thing i am now thinking about future ha! Ha! Ha! Ya i am serious, i am hoping to do something for my future oh! Really its a great advancement. As far as my look is concern I am same! :O i can 't help that, somebody help me for that!

I wrote this a few months ago in my diary, i will write it here as i wrote it there.
Today i think something very strange is going to happen, my friend is going to express his feeling to some girl, she is one year senior to us, but she is what he was looking for ! This is what he said! This is really a great advancement, i still remember the first day i met him, he was so silent, so proud, didn't talk to anybody; many things have been changed since then. Yesterday i chat with him on internet, sitting in same room on two different computers, really that makes a difference, you can say many things that you can't while chatting face to face! I asked him about her, he said he can't live without her, i said him to forget her, he said he can't, then i said him that he will be killed! His answer , i have just started living! Oh! My god, love is blind, i felt it for the first time! Good! I liked it! Lets see what happens today, while he will be proposing her, we will see the drama from a little far away, ;-) this is life. I wish i can also do that ;-) i really can't , i just can't. It take me a long to analyze somebody, her attitude, her dreams, her thinking and all that before i start loving her! So lets see when i finish up with that!

I want to write down something about my hostel life! I have been living in hostel for last two years! Its been a great experience i am thankful for it! Many things i have learned in hostel! How to talk with others, how to make friends, how to live in worst conditions, exams time, vacation time enjoying all the time! Great! Simply superb!
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