Fighters

Things are not as simple as they look from outside, and we make them even more complicated. I always believe in not letting anyone feel low because of me, and I really mean that. Even if the person is in a completely wrong thing I try not to feel him embarrass, this is me. And another thing that is I can't believe that anybody can do anything wrong intentionally, I believe that its the situation that makes people do wrong things, I don't know to what extend this is true, but today one of my belief was shattered, so I am now reconsidering these beliefs, I am still wondering how somebody can do like this! yuk yuk yuk! shame on you man! shame! I want to say him something, I recall a very popular dialogue of hindi films, "Ek baar maang kar to dekhta main, dosti ke liye jaan bhi de deta, par tumne aisa kaam kar ke apne aap ko meri nazaron se gira diya" So I now believe that not everybody is like atleast me, there are few persons who are even poorer than me. Since I don...

I apologize for not being able to write here, there are so many things that are keeping me busy these days. Since I don't get time to write here I am sharing lyrics few songs that are very close to my heart, and are the best for the situation.  तसवीर बनाता हूँ , तसवीर नहीं बनती एक ख्वाब सा देखा है, ताबीर नहीं बनती, तसवीर नहीं बनती बेदर्द मुहब्बत का, इतना सा है अफसाना नज़रों से मिली नज़रें , मैं हो गया दीवाना। अब दिल के बहलाने की, तदबीर नहीं बनती, तसवीर नहीं बनती तसवीर बनाता हूँ ... दम भर के लिए मेरी, दुनिया में चले आओ तरसी हुई आंखों को, फिर शक्ल दिखा जाओ मुझसे तो मेरी बिगड़ी , तकदीर नहीं बनती, तसवीर नहीं बनती तसवीर बनाता हूँ! Another song which is also very close to my heart,  दिल से तुझको बेदिली है मुझको है दिल का गुरूर तू यह माने के या न माने लोग मानेंगे ज़रूर ये मेरा दीवानापन है या मोहब्बत का सुरूर तू न पहचाने तो है यह तेरी नज़रों का कुसूर ये मेरा दीवानापन ... दिल को तेरी ही तमन्ना दिल को है तुझसे ही प्यार चाहे तू आये न आये हम करेंगे इन्तज़ार ऐसे वीराने में एक दिन घुट के मर जा...

Here I go! Techkriti 09 finished, transforming thoughts, this is what techkriti is all about, and I can feel that, it has transformed my thoughts. So here I am putting forward a task for myself, I am going to make several changes in my way of living, and this is the first day of this transformation. Forget , just forget! Don't remember anything, forget everything, Forget everything that gives you pain. Forget the incident that makes your heart cry, these memories will haunt you, so better to forget them then to remember them. Memories are memories, they are neither good, nor bad, they are just memories, you just forget them, don't remember anything just forget everything!

Finally exams are over! How relaxed I am feeling now! Amazing feeling. These exams were the most different of all the exams I have given. There are so many reasons for that, first thing was I took lesser tension for these exams and I was under lesser stress than ever, and I fair pretty well, though it is the result which will decide that how I faired but for my inner being I think I have made a major change to my thinking and I am happy that I finally came over of the so called examphobia! One interesting thing I would like to share with you all that I noticed during these exams is exams and superstitions. It is surprising that exams make most people superstitious. And I am no exception, being an engineering student it may look disgusting that I believe in such superstitions, but I really can't help myself being a little superstitious. There are so many little myths that I follow during exams, biggest of them is I don't shave during exam, if my first paper goes well I believe t...

Let's start with recalling a beautiful song from 'The Beatles', There are places i'll remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places have their moments With lovers and friends i still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life i've loved them all But of all these friends and lovers There is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When i think of love as something new Though i know i'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know i'll often stop and think about them In my life i love you more Though i know i'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know i'll often stop and think about them In my life i love you more In my life i love you more I don't know how I got to hear Beatles, but It's wonderful to be able to listen this beautiful song, I am not a very big fan of non-indian music a...

I have been discovering music these days, I am a music freak who loves to listen music, on my top list there are artists like Parveen, Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan, Talat Mahmood, Md. Rafi, Mukesh, Ghulam Ali, Jagjit Singh, Mehndi Hassan, Shamshad Begum, Lata Mangeshkar. For me music is not just about hearing, its about living into it. For each artist I love I have a story behind it, that why I love him/her. When I was a child I couldn't understand what Ghulam ali sahab was singing but I just loved listening him. My Nanaji listens to all type of music and I owe him for making me love these artists. Lets start this discussion by putting here top songs of these artists. This is one of the best song of Abida Parveen, and I have heard it for more than 1000 times, each time I hear this song it looks as fresh as if I am hearing it for the first time. This is I think the beauty of her voice. Absolutely mesmerising. I can listen to her for whole day long, just one song. My biggest wish in life is...

In the deepest layer of mine there exist a thought that Osho and Open Source are inter related, once my younger sister asked me what is Open Source and why I am so crazy about it? As Osho's ideology inhibit in all of us in our family, to explain her what exactly Open Source is, I told her, Open Source is like Osho, when we talk about Open source we certainly mean no Microsoft, similarly when we talk about Osho we certainly mean not the trivial way of thinking. I don't know if I can justify this thought by giving some equations, but certainly there is some connection. My heart says this. Open Source is a movement, Osho is a movement and both are related to make life better, think better, think bigger, respect individuality. The biggest connection I find between Open Source and Osho is the importance both to freedom. Open source is all about freedom, free to share, freedom to choose, freedom to modify, Open source talks about freedom of every type so as Osho talks about freedom,...