Chapter 1: My little love story.
Today is a cold night of post Christmas, I feeling too heat while writing this down, as it is something very warm to write down. It’s right from deep of my heart. Many strange thoughts are wandering in my mind. I want to write down something about her. She is so sweet not as beautiful as Ash or as Priety but I believe she is conscious, well mannered and aware enough to stay still in this world and she can prove herself in this smart world.
Attracted by someone
Is it love, if yes?
Why, why, why?
Does she like me?
If no, I ask,
Why, why, why?
I need you. I want to smile. I have heard you make people laugh. You have made people find their smile back. I’ve lost mine, earlier I used to have a great smile. Help me!
My world comes to an end,
Whenever I don’t find you,
You are the only hope for life.
I’ll die, if I loose you,
Never try to disappear,
As you are the only hope for life.
My dear,
You would have forgotten me, but I can’t forget you.
You would be surprising to receive a letter from me after such a long time. Six years are really a very long period. Those days were the golden days of my life. I still remember every moment I spent with you. I never thought of getting separated from you at that time, but…… sorry I can’t write any more.
My dear,
Life is running very fast, much faster than earlier, as well as you are. May be you are trying to catch that speed. That’s why you have forgotten me. For me life is all about changing yourself according to others. I always tried to please persons around me. I am totally people oriented person. I know this attitude of me had hurt you. I become so careless. But I realize now that no body cares about me than why should I.
Half really means half.
Does it? May be or may not be.
I’ve spent half life the way others
Want; remaining I wish the way
I want. Can I? May be or may not.
It really hurt when I hurt somebody, who is really very close to me. Many a times I get disappointed when I find that whom I think is my loved one is actually very different from what I was thinking. Really nothing is constant. Human being is very typical machine. Human’s emotions drive him. The flow of emotions can take him to any path.
She wasn’t supposed to be so. Earlier she used to be very listening, but now she doesn’t listen to whatever I say. I was hoping to spend a great time with her. I want to help her, but I am helpless. I know at this age I can’t think of an angel to come and solve our problems but I don’t know what to do.
World full of strangers
Do you think anybody
Yours? If you, may be you
Are lucky, otherwise
Under wrong impression.
My heart beats.
My heart beats.
My heart beats.
My heart beats.
Some times I realize that I had never got a good friend. I dream of a true friend with whom I can share my emotions, with whom I can me myself. I don’t think that a true friend is only one who helps in need. She must not say anything sugar coated. Some one whom I thought is my best friend let my heart broken. But my heart is still beating. It doesn’t matter, my heart still beats.
Indeed, my heart is beating.
Yes, my heart is beating.
Hurray! My heart is still beating.
Alas! My heart still beats.
Why, why you did so, some times I think you consider me just a Shree Kant, I think you are my best friend. But you didn’t, why?
Even then,
My heart is still beating. Alas!
Shorten the distance
Fill the heart,
Look for me
Wait for me
Care for me
May be I’ll arrive
This is what I desired; I wanted to get hurt in love. But indeed it never happened. It is just a hypothetical situation. Every boy has a desire like that. Love, heart, broke, girlfriend these are the words that fascinated me a lot. I made many hypothetical situations like that. I am desire for love.
Today is a cold night of post Christmas, I feeling too heat while writing this down, as it is something very warm to write down. It’s right from deep of my heart. Many strange thoughts are wandering in my mind. I want to write down something about her. She is so sweet not as beautiful as Ash or as Priety but I believe she is conscious, well mannered and aware enough to stay still in this world and she can prove herself in this smart world.
Attracted by someone
Is it love, if yes?
Why, why, why?
Does she like me?
If no, I ask,
Why, why, why?
I need you. I want to smile. I have heard you make people laugh. You have made people find their smile back. I’ve lost mine, earlier I used to have a great smile. Help me!
My world comes to an end,
Whenever I don’t find you,
You are the only hope for life.
I’ll die, if I loose you,
Never try to disappear,
As you are the only hope for life.
My dear,
You would have forgotten me, but I can’t forget you.
You would be surprising to receive a letter from me after such a long time. Six years are really a very long period. Those days were the golden days of my life. I still remember every moment I spent with you. I never thought of getting separated from you at that time, but…… sorry I can’t write any more.
My dear,
Life is running very fast, much faster than earlier, as well as you are. May be you are trying to catch that speed. That’s why you have forgotten me. For me life is all about changing yourself according to others. I always tried to please persons around me. I am totally people oriented person. I know this attitude of me had hurt you. I become so careless. But I realize now that no body cares about me than why should I.
Half really means half.
Does it? May be or may not be.
I’ve spent half life the way others
Want; remaining I wish the way
I want. Can I? May be or may not.
It really hurt when I hurt somebody, who is really very close to me. Many a times I get disappointed when I find that whom I think is my loved one is actually very different from what I was thinking. Really nothing is constant. Human being is very typical machine. Human’s emotions drive him. The flow of emotions can take him to any path.
She wasn’t supposed to be so. Earlier she used to be very listening, but now she doesn’t listen to whatever I say. I was hoping to spend a great time with her. I want to help her, but I am helpless. I know at this age I can’t think of an angel to come and solve our problems but I don’t know what to do.
World full of strangers
Do you think anybody
Yours? If you, may be you
Are lucky, otherwise
Under wrong impression.
My heart beats.
My heart beats.
My heart beats.
My heart beats.
Some times I realize that I had never got a good friend. I dream of a true friend with whom I can share my emotions, with whom I can me myself. I don’t think that a true friend is only one who helps in need. She must not say anything sugar coated. Some one whom I thought is my best friend let my heart broken. But my heart is still beating. It doesn’t matter, my heart still beats.
Indeed, my heart is beating.
Yes, my heart is beating.
Hurray! My heart is still beating.
Alas! My heart still beats.
Why, why you did so, some times I think you consider me just a Shree Kant, I think you are my best friend. But you didn’t, why?
Even then,
My heart is still beating. Alas!
Shorten the distance
Fill the heart,
Look for me
Wait for me
Care for me
May be I’ll arrive
This is what I desired; I wanted to get hurt in love. But indeed it never happened. It is just a hypothetical situation. Every boy has a desire like that. Love, heart, broke, girlfriend these are the words that fascinated me a lot. I made many hypothetical situations like that. I am desire for love.
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