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From the letter

Another excerpts from *the letter* I am yet to give :(

"I close my eyes, I see a large pool filled with colored water and I am hanging above it with head towards the pool, I fell into it, get wet and colored, the rope

pull me back out of the pool and then put me again into it, like somebody is
aggressively putting me in pool, I open my eyes, I am sitting in room writing
this, I close my eyes this time the pool is filled with boiling what and again I
fell into it, the to and fro motion, I open my eyes, I am sitting here, again I close
my eyes this time the pool is filled with mud, and again I fell into it, then it
throws me out of it, I fell in sand and I am still smiling. Looks like its just my
imagination. But it may be symbolizing something. The last scene, my smiling
face made me fearless"

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Bad Apple said…
cant wait for """the letter""" i am your fan already!

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