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i miss u mumma



i think i would never be able to tell mumma that how much I love her. It is something that is beyond my capacity, i really never happen to tell her anything, but i do miss her.

I really don't know what is this, but these days I am missing you mumma very much. All the time, I am thinking about you , a very strange feeling is adoring me all the time, so many memories are just not letting me alone whenever i sit, they just stuck to me. I really don't understand what is happening. You are the only who loves me for whatever I am , I really can't understand how could you love me so much, in spite of so many blenders I make everyday, I have hurt you so many time , still you always care for me and wish the every best thing for me from god. You are simply great, I miss u , but I know I will never tell you , you even know that.

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