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there are so many things I want to try, I really want to try tough things. People around me may be more intelligent then me , but i don't care, my intelligence lies in my self, I know I can do things the my way!



की ये हो न सका
की हम ये कह न सके
की ये जो दिल में उठा है
हम लबों पे ला न सके
आया न कभी ऐसा पल
की हम ये कह पाएं की ये जो दिल में है
की यह हो न सका!
looks like I am going to write down that i myself don't know, i mean what i am going to write down is unknown till now. Oh! I recalled a dream I had last night, I met a small girl, a cute little girl, very cute, very sweet, she had lost her home, i mean she was looking for her home, I asked her about her place, so that i can take her to there. But she says she don't know, she was smiling all the time, very cute, very happy I can feel that still when I asked her about her papa she smiled and gave a very naughty answer, which I don't remember now but that was really refreshing!

time is important!
and I am wasting time!
This is my fate,
god! forgive me!
please, please, please!

sometimes I find that I am abnormal I don't behave the way people around me behave. So many a times I tried to behave 'normally' but then i find that I can't, as much i try to do that as much i find myself in trouble! there is a very strange thing happens to me, I find that i have many characters, these characters are hiding behind each other, some times they changes so rapidly that I become confuse.

I have learn one thing that whenever we find that we are screwed up and there is no other way to get out, suddenly we get a way.


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sufiheart said…
i m the 1st person for comments
bt that is my words for all

be like a naraye mastana
just mastana
mastana
n mastana
May 5, 2008 at 4:38 PM
skbohra said…
hey i have learn that from you, you have been a great source of inspiration! be with me
May 5, 2008 at 4:46 PM
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