Fighters

Chapter 1: My little love story. Today is a cold night of post Christmas, I feeling too heat while writing this down, as it is something very warm to write down. It’s right from deep of my heart. Many strange thoughts are wandering in my mind. I want to write down something about her. She is so sweet not as beautiful as Ash or as Priety but I believe she is conscious, well mannered and aware enough to stay still in this world and she can prove herself in this smart world. Attracted by someone Is it love, if yes? Why, why, why? Does she like me? If no, I ask, Why, why, why? I need you. I want to smile. I have heard you make people laugh. You have made people find their smile back. I’ve lost mine, earlier I used to have a great smile. Help me! My world comes to an end, Whenever I don’t find you, You are the only hope for life. I’ll die, if I loose you, Never try to disappear, As you are the only hope for life. My dear, You would have forgotten me, but I can’t for...

CHAPTER 0.0: SOMETHING ABOUT ME- THE SPIRTUAL ME This song seems as if it is written about me. It really had caught my heart: TASVEER BANATA HOON TASVEER NAHIN BANTI MUJHSE TO MERI BIGDI TAKDEER NAHIN BANTI EK KHWAB SA DEKHA HAI TABEER NAHIN BANTI BEDARD MUHABBAT KA ITNA SA HAI AFSANA NAZRON SE MILI NAZRAEIN MAIN HO GAYA DEEWANA DAM BHAR KE LIYE MERI DUNIYA MEIN CHALE AAO TARSISI HUI AANKHON KO PHIR SAKL DIKHA JAOO When you understand some thing it’s only what you think as you are mistaken nothing is totally understandable. This moment you understand something the other moment you realize, you still need time to understand it. Men are very typical to understand. Human psychology is really very tough to understand. A man can be helpful, he can be generous, curious, and fearful in fact there are so many characters a man can play. At times I try to understand but I failed. How a man can understand any body else? This question wonders me a lot. A man, who loves you, helps you become sudde...

Welcome to the city of desert. I am back to bikaner, this time with new desires and new hope. It is a great feeling to do something for your future. When I find many others doing the same I start thinking differently , Every body in hostel is unsure about his future. Every body here is blamming others for every odd thing happening in his life, we were talking @ terrace of hostel , and each of us was just critisizing the system for whatever going wrong in country, I was also not differnt. But whenever I sit alone I start analaysing myself and in that time I found that how rude I was behaving, its really disgusting. I am now starting not to blame any body else and I just want to take on the world myself alone.