Fighters

the day seem to risen very beautifully today, it was raining all night yesterday, great weather, i am in love to it, cool air, great! i wish it could remain like this everyday, but then i think again we will not find its importance, so its better we enjoy it today, but alas exams time! can't really enjoy the cool weather hoping to have a good paper so that the weather become more beautiful! there are so many reasons for being happy today, its a great day today really! i had a good paper, a good weather, i got gift from joomla! and i am happy that i am happy, so many reasons to be happy, one more reason to be happy, i have a tough exam a day after tomorrow, so may be i will be not happy after that, so i think that its better to be happy who knows i may not chance to get happy so being happy is what i am required!

ignorance makes us curious, thats true; and when experienced that I now believe it. I don't know why I do things for which i regret later, may be because it gives me momently pleasure, and makes me feel good! i am examining myself very closely these days and found that one thing i need to change in myself is the way i handle myself, really i handle my self as worlds most useless guy. this is me! the need of the hour is to believe in myself! and thats what i am trying to learning! one thing is troubling me all the time that why do we try to disguise from ourself while we know everything about ourself then why pretending to be unaware of the cause of ourself being in the situation! and why do we try to do another thing to cover previous thing and it thus lead us to situation where we find ourself hiding over millions of covers. One more thing i was thinking about is even after 21 years i don't know myself thats simply disgusting! gosh! i don't know myself , i don't know w

I have been trying from a long time to active BSNL GPRS in my motorola V3i , and for that I sent messages to BSNL many times, each time i got settings messages and at the 4th message it shows error, thus i couldn't activate GPRS in BSNL, V3i , and after lots of googling and making various combinations of settings i have finally activated BSNL GPRS in my V3i and I thought it would be great to share this piece information with any body in need so, here is the process of activating gprs in v3i using bsnl connection, steps: 1. go to WEB access in your V3i phone 2. go to web sessions 3. choose any session you are not using may it be IDEA MMS 4. press center button, select edit 5.here are the settings you need to change to get gprs activate in your phone; Name : BSNL Homepage: www.bsnl.co.in Service type 1: HTTP Proxy1:10.132.194.196 port1:8080 DNS1:000.000.000.000 DNS2:000.000.000.000 TimeOUT: 15 minutes GPRS APN: gprsnorth.cellone.in and leave any other setting blank or intact press d

time is time, it changes so quickly and along with it, it changes so many things that i am wondering i was quite different person from what i was a few days ago, i am today in a mood to explore things around me in a very different way, may be very much indirect way, today while sitting in my hostel room, i am thinking about future that how it will be, i recalled one thing my nanaji says that even if you can't do several things you want to do right now, but don't give up thinking about that, and when you keep thinking about something to happen it really happens may be a little bit late than you wanted, but the time is right when it happens, so keep thinking! this is what i am doing, many people think that i am not affected my surroundings but the fact is that i am affected by surroundings as no body else, i am attached to few people very much, i keep thinking about them all the time, may be they don't realize this but i am this, i am that, i am much more than what you think

so finally i have cleared 3rd semester of my engineering, its a great feeling that i have done it. I can't write much about that this time, but just that now the 3rd semester chapter is closed, its now time to look forward for the next semester. This is special one as its the first of the semesters i have cleared and now i am into becoming an engineer, i have many mixed feelings for this. अब अगर तुम न आए तो दिल टूटेगा, दिल के अरमां बिखरेंगे, तमन्ना फिर मचलेगी आना ही होगा तुमको, की अब अगर तुम न आए तो दिल टूटेगा! या अल्लाह यह क्या माजरा है की उनकी नज़र वो कर कर देती है दिल का हाल की रोते भी है और आंसूं भी नहीं आते, कहते भी हैं पर जबां से लफ्ज़ नही निकलते हमने तो सुना था की निगाहों की जुबां सुनाती है महबूब का हाल पर यहाँ तो निगाहें मिलती हैं और मिलते ही झुक जाती हैं! या खुदा ये क्या माजरा है! की आना ही होगा तुमको, अब अगर तुम न आए तो दिल टूटेगा! वो पूछते हैं हमसे की तुम कौन हो, कोई बताओ उन्हें कत्ल करने के

We have been talking lot about girls these days, it looks like i am going to write down about them here also. it is very unusual for me to write about girls, but its i think the right time to write about that, as lots of things happening outside that is making me more and more curious about girls :) its one of my friend and me who were talking about true love today, and his opinion was that " true love is one in which one only think about the other" his point was even if one has to ruin his life for that! I may have agreed to the point , I was arguing that it is true only when you think like that even if you were "Shah rukh Khan" or "Sachin Tendulkar" and only when i could have believed that, but when you don't have anything to loose but nothing, these words are useless! My point is that one who has something to sacrifice should talk about it, others just making us!! so we were talking about love, girl, sacrifice and all that heavy stuff! things that